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  Undercover

  Engagement

  Lucy McConnell

  Table of Contents

  Chapter 1…..…….1

  Chapter 2……….10

  Chapter 3……….15

  Chapter 4……….25

  Chapter 5……….30

  Chapter 6……….36

  Chapter 7……….41

  Chapter 8……….47

  Chapter 9……….50

  Chapter 10……….54

  Chapter 11……….59

  Chapter 12……….63

  Chapter 13……….71

  Chapter 14……….74

  Chapter 15……….80

  Chapter 16……….91

  Chapter 17……….94

  Chapter 18………..101

  Chapter 19……….113

  Chapter 20……….119

  Chapter 21……….122

  Chapter 22……….125

  Chapter 23……….130

  Chapter 1

  As always, Jason held open the passenger door of his gorgeous, graphite metallic, Dodge Viper while I slid in. I know I’m not supposed to be worldly and all that, but I loved his car. It made me want to purr every time I ran my hands over the plush, two-tone, leather seats.

  “What’s that mischievous smile for?” Jason pressed the ignition button, leaving his door open in the afternoon heat. The intelligent machine automatically adjusted the seat position, steering wheel, and air conditioner, to his pre-set specifications.

  If there was ever a man that looked right sitting in a car like this, it was Jason. His six-foot, two-inch frame; broad, muscular shoulders; bright blue eyes; and chiseled jaw; turned my head faster than the tilt-a-whirl at the county fair. Along with all that, he was a wonderful man who happened to make my dreams come true when he had proposed last night.

  “I was just thinking about surprising my parents tonight,” I replied.

  I brushed my recently manicured nails over the six-speed stick for the manual transmission and thought, not for the first time, how my dad told me, “Real men drive a stick shift.” I smiled, thinking this car was a far sight away from the dusty old farm truck Dad drove.

  Jason took my hand and played with the one karat diamond on my wedding finger. “Alyssa, shouldn’t we call to let them know we’re coming? They haven’t even met me.”

  I shook my shiny, short brown hair. “They may not have met you yet, but they are going to love you.”

  It was so cute that a man as successful as Jason Butler, a man who commanded every room he entered, was nervous to meet my laid-back parents. Of course, I understood his angst. His parents had died in a car wreck when he was 21, so he didn't have a lot of experience with the whole parents meeting girls and beaus meeting parents’ process.

  At twenty-eight-years-old, and their only child who hadn’t produced a kid, my parents would have been happy if I brought anyone home, but they would be ecstatic that I’m engaged to a successful, god-fearing, investor. It didn’t matter that I had a master’s degree, clawed my way up the corporate ladder, and had a fulfilling career as an investment advisor. In their eyes, I needed a man. I was okay with that, as long as the man was Jason. He was the smartest, kindest person I had ever met. His contributions to charities, the church, and random college students needing a financial boost to make it through, were always given anonymously. I knew, because I’d handled many of the transactions before transferring off his account due to a conflict of interest. The firm didn’t look kindly on an account manager dating a client. To be honest, I’d never been tempted until Jason walked into my office that cold December afternoon.

  I placed my palm on his smooth cheek. It didn’t matter if Jason just got off an eight-hour flight from Europe, he was always clean shaven and I loved the feel of his skin.

  I kissed him quickly to reassure him. If I started kissing him in earnest we’d never get on the road. Nibley was about an hour north and we needed to hit the road if we were going to make it to my parents’ house before dark.

  “Marshall!” someone called from across the parking lot.

  Jason’s head whipped around, effectively breaking our I-love-you-so-much gaze. A man, dressed in all black and wearing heavy sunglasses, pointed a gun at us. Jason pulled his door shut and slammed the car in reverse. A shot echoed through the air. The car flew backward, out of the lot and onto the street. I heard another pop and a perfect, orange-sized spider web crack appeared on the back window. “Not the car!” I cried out. Next to me, Jason let out a low growl. The only person who loved the Viper more than I did, was Jason.

  “What are you doing?” I screamed as he careened backward down the street.

  “Staying alive.” Jason revved through a yellow light. Two black SUVs pulled up on our right. Jason took the next left, swinging us in a 180 that had us facing the right direction on a one way road. A minivan – horn blaring – swerved to avoid the back bumper.

  “Jason, what is going on?”

  “I couldn’t tell you before, and I shouldn’t be telling you now ...” He gave me an apologetic glance before eyeing mirrors and windows to gain a 360 degree sweep of the entire situation. His breath hissed between his teeth and I tugged at the seatbelt gouging my stomach, suddenly aware of the thunder behind his easy facade.

  A thousand possibilities ran through my head: he’s already married, he’s got a deranged ex-girlfriend, he’s behind on his car payments. My seat belt had locked a little too tightly when we skidded around like a kid on a skateboard, and wouldn’t let up no matter how I pulled. I clutched the shoulder strap as Jason careened around another corner.

  “I’m not really an international investor,” he said. I tried to listen to his explanation, but the SUVs reappeared. I caught a glimpse of the handsome-to-the-point-of-danger driver. He glared as he swerved towards our car, trying to run us off the road. Jason hit the gas and slid between the two cars ahead of us.

  “They’re trying to kill us!” I spoke in low tones, as if the driver of the other car could hear me.

  “Yep,” Jason agreed, his jaw tight. He focused on driving. Even though I had heard what he’d said, there was no way I was going to start an argument with him about the impossibility of the situation while we were being chased by crazy people.

  The driver aimed his gun at my face and pulled the trigger. I threw my hands up over my head.

  Jason slammed on the brake and two deep thunks sounded at my door as if someone were knocking.

  “I’m an international spy,” he continued, his voice as calm as when we met in the boardroom together, not in some crazy, run-for-your-lives car chase.

  “You can’t be an international spy,” I cried holding up my left hand and pointing at the ring – “I’m president of the children’s Sunday school.”

  He looked at me, as if I’d grown a third arm. “That is the weirdest thing you’ve ever said.” He was calm in the middle of chaos.

  I. Was. Loosing. It.

  He turned the wheel (a car this nice does not need to be yanked in any direction) bringing us through a fast-food joint’s parking lot. One car waited at the drive up for their supersized happy food. The kid in the back seat pointed as we careened past. Our pursuers weren’t far behind.

  My mind was running almost as fast as the ten-cylinder engine under the shiny hood. “Do you kill people? Are you-” gulp– “an assassin?” The car swerved and my head hit the window. I cried out pressing my palm against the goose egg.

  “No, I do not kill people. I deal in secrets. Is your head okay?”

  “It’s fine.” I rubbed my new bump. “So secrets. Like if-I-told-you-I’d-have-to-kill-you kind of secrets?” The back windshield grew two more orange-sized webs as bullets
hit their mark. I cringed.

  Jason gritted his teeth. “Yeah, something like that.” He slammed the gas to the floor and the car jumped through a red light and soared up the I-15 on-ramp.

  I turned in my seat in time to see a delivery truck slam into the first SUV, blocking the intersection.

  The inside of the car was eerily quiet after all the noise created by barely escaping with our lives, the sound of my erratic breathing bouncing off the walls. I gulped air, unable to expand my lungs. Jason reached over and undid my strangling seatbelt. I gasped with relief.

  My whole body shook and I was pretty sure I was going into some kind of shock. One time, when I was fifteen, a guy let me drive his pickup and I crashed into the only boulder within 300 yards. I went into shock and he had me put my head between my knees, so I wouldn’t pass out. Doubling over, I rocked a little and Jason rubbed circles on my back with his palm.

  I'd always been quick on the draw, but this one threw me for a loop. Jason was a spy. I eyed him with caution, not sure how much of the Jason I knew and loved was real and how much of him was made up.

  “Is Jason your real name? What did the guy with the sun glasses yell? Michael? Mitchell? Marshall! That was it. Is your name Marshall?”

  He cringed. “That’s classified information.”

  I sat up with a start, twisting my ring. The car didn’t swirl and I was pretty sure the initial breathing problem was more from the seatbelt than it was from being bushwhacked. “Was it all a lie? Do you even love me?” I pulled myself as far away as possible trying to become one with the door. “What are you going to do with me?” I asked my now intimate stranger.

  He grabbed my shaking hand. “I really love you and I’m going to marry you, if you’ll still have me.”

  Awkward pause.

  Was this real? I had no idea how to determine if a spy was telling the truth. I didn’t even know his name! The thought that he could be using me for some kind of cover hurt, but I loved him so much I wasn't sure I could turn him away. I needed time to think. "I just got shot at and my head hurts.” I rubbed the sore spot again.

  “Sorry, Allyssa.” He let go of my hand. “I wasn’t planning on telling you all this, but things just changed.”

  “So you were just going to lie to me about what you do, what you are – forever?”

  “Not exactly ... I had a plan, okay?”

  I folded my arms. “Let’s hear it.”

  “Not here. I need to get you someplace where I know you’re safe.” He lifted one corner of his mouth in the lopsided, adorable, totally kissable smile that I loved so much. “You handled the whole shooting thing pretty well. No swearing, screaming, crying, or bargaining with God.”

  I lifted my hand. "Farm girl. Guns are a given."

  Jason smiled and left me to my thoughts. The silence filled with questions I wasn’t sure how to ask, and answers he wasn’t jumping forward with. I stared out the now polka-dotted bullet-proof glass as the scenery along I-15 blurred by as we sped south.

  I said a quick prayer for safety and felt peace in my heart. I looked over at Jason, his turquoise-blue eyes stared down the freeway like a gun slinger ready to yell, “Draw!” His head cocked to one side in his thinking pose. Both of his hands maintained three and nine o’clock positions on the wheel, his knuckles white as though another car could appear at any moment and try to run us off the road. I’d never noticed it, but he drove like that a lot. He also kept his eyes moving. I thought he’d just taken his driver’s ed teacher seriously when he told Jason to always check his mirrors, but apparently there was more to his habits than I ever could have imagined.

  There had to be other clues I’d missed along the way. Like the way he kept a wall to his back when possible. At restaurants, he always wanted to sit facing the room and at the office holiday party, he’d circulated the exterior of the crowd, but never ventured into the center.

  I eyed him warily. If nothing else, I felt an absence of threat or danger in his presence. Still ...

  “Where are we going?” I asked.

  “To my safe house. I’ll call in to report, we can eat, and we can both sleep.” He looked me up and down as though I would fall over at any moment. Little did he know, us farm girls were a lot tougher than that.

  I slouched against the door letting the new-car smell soothe my system. Sure, I hadn't freaked out when the guns were blazing, not only had I taken hunter safety when I was eight, I could outshoot my brothers any day of the week. Now that the smoke had cleared, the idea that those guns had been pointing at me, left me altogether flustered and as empty as a water bucket in July. All I wanted to do was go home and take a warm bath.

  “You should put your seatbelt back on,” said Jason, a note of warning in his voice.

  I reached for the buckle. Jason definitely had a plan. I could tell by the calculating look in his eye. The look wasn’t pointed at me – it was just there under the layer of concern, when he touched my goose egg.

  No matter how great a lavender scented bath sounded at the moment, I wasn’t about to argue with the man who had risked my life and then saved it in the same ten minutes.

  Chapter 2

  The late summer sunset cast a pink hue over the sky and reflected off the calm waters of Utah Lake. Jason flashed a pass at the Provo guard station and the unkempt state park ranger waved us under the red and white striped security arm thing-a-ma-jig.

  Pulling into a reserved parking spot, he gave me an it’s-going-to-be-okay smile and jumped out. Alone for a moment in the car, the dash dark, I felt betrayed. I mean, I thought my future was as bright as the silver edging around the console; my relationship with Jason as stainless and stain resistant as the leather seats. I was wrong. It was all an illusion. How many lies? How many half-truths? And how much was actually true?

  The car didn’t have the answers any more than I did. It could find me an Italian restaurant or calculate how long it would take to get to Canada, but it couldn’t take away the ache that came from being misled by the one person I trusted to the point of being vulnerable.

  Huge sigh.

  Jason opened my door, waiting for me to climb out. I felt a special kinship with the Dodge seeing her dented and damaged like this. “I know how you feel,” I said as I touched my side of the spidery window.

  Jason pulled out his phone, texting, his thumbs a blur.

  I watched Jason, his head down as if he were focusing on his text, but his eyes were constantly moving. His cover was so smooth, his posture complaisant. If I wasn’t looking for the variant in his behavior, I don’t think I would have ever seen it. I never saw it before. I had to have noticed, on some level I knew there was more to Jason. I knew he was a man of secrets, but I’d figured they were regular guy secrets like a trail of broken hearts that led him to me. I never imagined it would be something outrageous like undercover work or espionage or whatever it was that he did. I narrowed my eyes. My list of questions was growing by the minute and I was going to get some answers or – or what? Was I willing to walk away from him – from us – if I didn’t like what I heard?

  I turned to survey the damage to the vehicle. I couldn’t think about three months, three weeks, or even three days from now. Right now, I had to deal with what was in front of me. Even though what was in front of me made me want to punch the guy with the gun. Besides the holes I’d counted in the car windows, there were several dents the size of my fist running along the passenger side of the car. I clutched my purse to my chest. “I should be dead.”

  Jason laughed. “Not likely. That’s ballistics proof glass; with alternating layers of acrylic and tempered glass.” He ran his hand along the dented side panel. “Bullet proof armor lines every inch. Gas mileage stinks, but this thing is a tank.”

  I patted the top of the car. “I knew I loved you.”

  Two beeps from Jason’s phone got his attention. He checked the screen. “She’ll be fixed and ready to drive in twenty-four hours. Until then, we need to lay low.” He walked t
o the rear wheel on the driver’s side. I heard a ping. He straightened up. “Spare key box,” he explained, “so the repair company can get inside.” Circling around to my side, he flipped the passenger seat forward and grabbed the handle to my overnight bag. “You okay?”

  “I’m fine.” I tried to play it cool – act like it was no big deal to be shot at on my way to my parents’ house for the weekend.

  Crap.

  “My parents.” I threw my hands in the air.

  “Relax,” said Jason, as he took off at a brisk walk. “They didn’t know we were coming and they won’t miss us if we don’t show up.”

  “Right.” He was right. They had no idea where I was or who I was with. Perfect. Barring any unforeseen work catastrophe, like the Japanese market collapsing, work shouldn’t be looking for me either. I was officially off the radar with an international spy as my date.

  Despite the warm air, goose bumps crawled up my arms. No one was looking for me and I was headed to an unknown location with a man I, apparently, didn’t know.

  I took in the way his short sleeved polo shirt stretched over his biceps. His muscular physique, as attractive as it was, carried an overture of danger I had previously been unaware of. Sure, I’d been plenty aware of his body in other ways, ways we curbed until the wedding night. No wonder he moved so easily through any crowd or group, he could probably kill someone with his bare hands. The thing that bothered me was that I’d never felt danger when in his arms. Why didn’t I sense something, anything?

  The harbor was busy with evening summer traffic. A cluster of boats waited to exit the water and smattering of trucks with boat trailers waited their turn for the boat ramp. Everywhere I looked, people in swim suits and burnt skin worked to get off the lake as the sun set. I looked out of place and conspicuous in my gray pencil skirt and purple button up shirt with rhinestone buttons. Not to mention the three inch heels that echoed as they hit the thin wooden planks on the dock.